Unholy: adjective meaning sinful; wicked.
I was definitely both of those things. With my mental health in a complete disarray since I was a child, there was nothing else I could be.
Yet there she was. The perfect image of Holy.
And I wanted her.
To taint her.
To use her.
To ruin her.
To love her.
Nothing would ever compare to her.
But under all that perfect exterior were secrets begging to be set free.
And I was going to bring everyone down around me.